red autumn eye
looks southward now
through heavy coat
hard to feel its gaze
but the eye lingers over me
like twilight spiderwebs in my hair
counting out my time
dawn by dawn
i set my feet upon the earth
send down roots
among sycamores
among eucalyptus
i can stand a cold morning or two
yet
i haven’t seen a paperboy
in years
/forgive the sexist terminology
i am aware of it and i’m working on it/
i haven’t heard the
satisfying smack
of atrocities landing in my driveway
or my neighbor’s driveway
my neighbors drive away
my neighbors driven away
i do not read the news
still, it reaches inside my chest
night time hands
separating organs from fatty membranes
autumn red eye
roll south
take these shuddering breaths with you
take these neighbors
who drive away
who don’t read the paper
roll south