the word sprouted feathers
the most beautiful plumage
impossible to look at in direct
sunlight but impossible to
look away from shimmering
like a mirage or a rainbow
or alabaster coated with oil
but that damn thing
would not take flight
sitting there like a cannonball
already shot
rusting away in
the rain
Tag: writer
chorus (20180321)
i think i hear you
but i have to strain
to be sure
turn off the flashlight
because the white disc of light
seems to hum and it is easier
to listen for you in the dark
disengaging every other sense
a thousand thousand croaking voices
sing at once if not as one
a little rain seems to have
resuscitated you
and your desiccated brethren
hidden by the low tree line
hidden by the cover of night
your song amplified by low clouds
each little voice
a pair of little wings
each pair of wings
lifts my soul a fraction of a fraction of an inch
such a small amount for any
given voice
but such a chorus
raises me skyward
the thousand thousand voices
in gratitude from my great height
i want to yell through the leaves
across the lanes of traffic
thank you frogs
goodnight frogs
but all i manage is a smile
and a bit of a croak
a short walk (20180308)
everything is new
to the new dog
each smell a redolent benediction
from nature’s upraised hand
the rotting carcass
of a crow an equal
of a smoking thurible
each ecstatic stream of urine
a harmonic note
added a chorus of previous hymns
so much outside
franti sniffing
making up for this lack of knowledge
so much i wasn’t aware of
so much to be thankful for
the grass
the wind
the sun in my eyes
even the decayed leaves
even the mud
even the shit
thank you for outside
thank you for newness
rainy weather (20180222)
judas iscariot popped up
in my dream
offered me seven bucks
to watch her son in the morning
because he had the chicken pox
and she had to work
i felt bad because
i knew she couldn’t afford
to pay me
not even seven dollars
she cried when i gave her
the damp, worn bills back
and i got the feeling
that she hated me
for it as she walked away
sobbing in torn fishnets
late for her shift in the warehouse
untitled (20180217)
we couldn’t pull the trigger fast enough
there wasn’t enough gunpowder
to push the bullet down the barrel
simply not enough lead in the planet’s core
to melt and pour into shiny slugs
this is not a protest poem
you can’t protest an entire species’
unrelenting stampede toward the edge of a cliff
if the meek do inherit the earth it will be because
they’re wearing bullet-proof vests and gas masks
living like moles in the earth where the lead used to be
the dream of the office chair (20180213)
my chair dreams me
a reflexive twitch of a wooden
post-arboreal consciousness
thought creates gravity creates time
to fall down the well
but the chair sustains me
projects me
a watery hologram
in the nearest fog bank
this chair is a hand
shoved up my back
limbs animating
you know who
to blame
let’s all open up (20180212)
i had to work the wound
to get it to bleed again
no amount of murmuring
would entice it to cease
once it freely flowed
these closed doors
flickering living room lights
the smell of half-eaten dinners
don’t fool me
you’re all bleeding
——
gravity’s pull (20180207)
these are the coalsmoke wings
the oilslick feathers
each a dizzy spiraling martyr
how many times must
the wing evolve
modifying limbs
until the correct vessel
for flight appears
we are rocks with voices
we are the earth subducting ourselves
gravity’s pull
is action at a distance
inflation (20180131)
a yellow balloon occupies
each seat
a smile drawn in permanent
black ink across otherwise
smooth undisturbed skin
a prayer meeting of vipers
voices shrill from helium
each conversation
call and response of hisses
emptying heads sink
expelling opinions through holes
too small to let anything in
talk shrink wrinkle
deflate in the chair
like the double tragedy
of an unrolled unused condom
the good thing about
drawing on your smile–
you won’t lose any teeth
when you get punched in the mouth
you will always get punched
in the mouth
two voice choir (20180123)
the night sky makes a sound
a two voice choir singing
a growl of cars on the freeway
the belching of a jet
invisible overhead somewhere
between black
star-isolating expanses
it is the same sound i hear
in my head
one ear roaring
the other ringing
the darkness similar
only not so big
but bigger