i’ve been skipping
through my music
one song after another
arranged like a handful
of thrown dice
waiting for the right chord
i wish i could play
an instrument
but i hate practicing
did you see the ending
to my movie
the real ending
not that crap they
played in the theaters
or on tv
there was no heroic victory
no parade
instead
a meteor crashed into my chest
you can only see it
on the director’s cut
special limited edition
blue-ray release
i’m sorry
it’s only available
in new zealand
for some reason
at some point
i start hearing the same
songs and wonder
if i missed something