number 10

as a kid i had a billy blastoff toy astronaut
that ran on batteries

and the cool thing about billy
besides that fact that he looked ten
and owned a spaceship and a car
and walked like a robot
was you could sit him down
in a moon rover
and the car would drive
as if he were piloting it across
a lunar landscape

–but not in low-g slo-mo–

what really drove the car
was a gear shaft that
protruded from his plastic butt
providing proof of concept
for the arthur c. clarke quote

any sufficiently advanced technology
is indistinguishable from your ass

number 9

apparently
a tortoise has nerve endings
in its shell
which itself is a modified breastbone
a skeleton on the outside
looking smooth and rough

it feels everything
in its actual bones

whereas i have only my skin
and where there is numbness
there exists dull pressure
like a weight through cotton
or a talk show host’s monologue

you can work on these exercises
to increase mobility
extend range of motion
reduce joint pain

hold
shear
twist

repeat

in the desert i traded my skin
for bones
and learned to eat bugs
when flipped on my back
i watched you cook me in the sun
the desert sky your big easy bake oven

number 5

the wind blows over the lake

invisible muscles move the bones
rotate and lift the wings of the crane
launching and crying
seeking a mate or a child

the second and the fifth
evolve

the mountain bellows thunder
snow covered and silent at this distance

what you feed yourself
what you feed others
reveals your heart
without a scalpel

eat what you want, but
words enter through the eye
and exit through the mouth

number 2

i know what you are thinking
when you read this title

and you are not wrong

this is just a steaming pile
of regurgitated
–or is that postgurgitated==
matter that doesn’t

still
better to be the fertilizer
the compost
the colony of beneficial bacterial cafeterial
smorgasbord for what comes after
though that will most assuredly not
be assigned
a higher number