grandma used to come over
for sunday dinner with her husband
–always called by name, never grandpa–
she and my mom would cook
enough for seven or eight of us
usually fried chicken
i don’t know what grandma thought of
my mother’s moving from husband
to husband like she was conducting
a wide-area survey but then
she was on her third husband
from the coop behind the house
grandma would pick two chickens
and wring their necks
washing and plucking them
in a tub of steaming water
until the backyard stank of wet hen
though some feathers were always
found during the meal
someone volunteered
–i think my brother, which
should have been a red flag–
to cut the throats
and hang the birds by their feet until
it was time to dress them and cook them
they gave up our plot of land
when my parents split up
goodbye to the chickens
the horses, too
from then on
everything was bloodless
and bought at the store