number 12

little steel is left in this blade
no more cuts through sinew
and no marks will its dulled edge leave
no shadows to be interpreted

and if by chance
it manages to wound
the blood it spills now
dribbles out
pale as water
too weak to leave a stain

flame enough in the candle
to cast a feeble glow
abundant illumination to see
the nothings hidden in corners
cobwebs filled with spider corpses
the flies too tired to fly
too dead to buzz
or reflect the light
in dazzling greens and blues

sheath the sword
in its rotting scabbard
and work up enough spit
for your fingers
to snuff the candle
so that the wick doesn’t have
the audacity to curl smoke
like a promise
like a memory

number 10

as a kid i had a billy blastoff toy astronaut
that ran on batteries

and the cool thing about billy
besides that fact that he looked ten
and owned a spaceship and a car
and walked like a robot
was you could sit him down
in a moon rover
and the car would drive
as if he were piloting it across
a lunar landscape

–but not in low-g slo-mo–

what really drove the car
was a gear shaft that
protruded from his plastic butt
providing proof of concept
for the arthur c. clarke quote

any sufficiently advanced technology
is indistinguishable from your ass

number 9

apparently
a tortoise has nerve endings
in its shell
which itself is a modified breastbone
a skeleton on the outside
looking smooth and rough

it feels everything
in its actual bones

whereas i have only my skin
and where there is numbness
there exists dull pressure
like a weight through cotton
or a talk show host’s monologue

you can work on these exercises
to increase mobility
extend range of motion
reduce joint pain

hold
shear
twist

repeat

in the desert i traded my skin
for bones
and learned to eat bugs
when flipped on my back
i watched you cook me in the sun
the desert sky your big easy bake oven

number 5

the wind blows over the lake

invisible muscles move the bones
rotate and lift the wings of the crane
launching and crying
seeking a mate or a child

the second and the fifth
evolve

the mountain bellows thunder
snow covered and silent at this distance

what you feed yourself
what you feed others
reveals your heart
without a scalpel

eat what you want, but
words enter through the eye
and exit through the mouth