webs collect in the shadowed corner above my head over my desk i try not to disturb them no arachnid artifice no dried up husks offered as proof of services rendered for peaceful coexistence just a little electrical charge a little dust tracked in from outside some dead skin cells the hair from the dogs or maybe the cat who even now tries to claw her way up my leg to settle in my lap or purring against my chest these are atomic ancestors descendants yet unborn related not by dna but by nuclear half-life electron clouds vibrating strings no ashes for me after death for i have spent my life spreading myself generously with every itch scratched and every casual exhalation