doctor
it’s a game we can play
tell me where it hurts, i say
everywhere, you say
then there’s only one cure, i say
amputation? you ask euthanasia?
let me start, i say,
by taking your hand
my hands are cold, you say
why are yours so warm?
i turn your hand over
revealing the wrist
i touch it with my index finger
below the thumb, avoiding the tendons
feeling for your pulse
i need a more sensitive instrument, i say
i raise your hand
press my lips against your skin
and i feel your pulse
beating so hard
it pounds in my own chest
i think you’re going to make it, i say